Dang, that sucks about your writing thing. I understand you because I went through exactly the same, except vice versa. xD Terrible at drawing, much more better at writing out the story. Anyways it just means you gotta start over with a new and set goal and maybe this time you'll be comfortable with that direction. I don't believe everyone has a set goal right off the bat and you shouldn't feel discouraged about changing your direction. All it means is you need more time. Hope that helps.
EspioSempai
Oh my. -w- That seems to be a handful of things you got going on. Hope everything turns out to be the way you want it unless something unexcepting happens. Best of luck to you from just a person (which is me)
-espiosempai